Reflection

I like it (society) for very short periods. To come back from the wilds to lighted rooms and women in lovely clothes, to dancing and good food and laughter - yes, I enjoy that - for a time. And then the insincerity of it all sickens me, and I want to be off again

- Major Despard, Agatha Christie's Cards on the Table 

Major Despard very much sounds like me. Except I don't spend time in the wilds.